Writing's Hard, Yo!

Life's been rather busy.  So much is happening all at once.  We are dealing with one issue after another while navigating the world of Autism Intervention.  It's scary and very imposing.  It imposes on all my thoughts and day-to-day activities.

I've been meaning to write something about all that is going on but I found myself deleting every blog post I have written or started to write in the last week.  I keep trying and trying but I just don't know how.  Sometimes writing is very hard.

I guess the problem lies in the fact that my thoughts and emotions are so scattered, it is difficult to formulate a plan for a post.  Focus.  I am totally lacking focus.  If the state of my home is any indication, I need more focus in everything these days, not just writing! I've never believed that I can write or be a writer.  Once I started this blog, I started thinking that there might be a chance.  Just maybe I'm not a lost cause on the writing front after all!  But when I loose focus, I loose the little confidence I had as well.  Writing becomes hard then, yo!

The real trick is finding an anchor.  Something to focus on without losing sight of my responsibilities.  Where to find an anchor like that, I'm not yet sure.  What it might be is just as big of a mystery.  But what I do know, is that this is all temporary.  An anchor will appear, focus will return and all the mazes we are navigating be solved.  It is all just temporary.  Luckily!

PS:  Endorphins are over-rated.